Love lessons
Oct. 4th, 2005 12:35 amAs time goes by, I'm always learning new things, adapting to being in a committed relationship. Some things are easy to learn, while others take more time to sink in. Thankfully, part of love is being patient, and Joe's got patience in abundance. Being in love means many things, including being able to accept the other person's quirks, and I'm glad of that.
It seems like as time goes on, most of what's left to be worked out is in my head. I don't know why things are so much easier for him, so straightforward and uncomplicated, but I wish I could be like that. I wish I didn't have so many things to work through, even after all of the progress I've made. I guess I've still got a bit left to do. But after tonight, at least it's starting to sink in that it's okay, that he loves me no matter what and he doesn't think of me as frustrating or as a pain, even when I feel like that's what I'm being.
It seems like as time goes on, most of what's left to be worked out is in my head. I don't know why things are so much easier for him, so straightforward and uncomplicated, but I wish I could be like that. I wish I didn't have so many things to work through, even after all of the progress I've made. I guess I've still got a bit left to do. But after tonight, at least it's starting to sink in that it's okay, that he loves me no matter what and he doesn't think of me as frustrating or as a pain, even when I feel like that's what I'm being.