I'm having my finger cut open tomorrow morning. They're going to remove a little cyst. I'm apparently going to be awake for the whole thing. And I'm freaking out. Like, what if I feel something? What if I hear something, like a scraping noise, or the doctor saying something alarming to an assistant? I kinda wish they'd just knock me out. Heck, maybe they will. Here's hoping, even if it means throwing up tomorrow afternoon.